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Dear Hope November 24, 2006

Posted by larrybjr in Random.
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Dear Hope,

 

It seems like it’s been such a long time since we’ve spoken. I’ve tried to contact you but it seems my efforts have gone unanswered. I carry you around in my thoughts and my dreams and I feel you with me but at the same time you always seem just out of reach. Are you ignoring me? Did I do something to disappoint you? Are you ever going to come back to me?

 

I have a confession to make. Most of the time I doubt you exist anymore. Each day, I go about my life full of agony because I desire to have you in my life again but I can never seem to find you. Are you real or am I kidding myself? Have I been wasting my time searching for you? Is there anyway that we can make amends?

 

I can remember when we were young and life was so much easier. We were strong together, almost inseparable. I guess you could say that I’m a bit guilty for leaving you. In my defense I wasn’t thinking. I had the world in my hands and I gave it away. Now I wonder if I will ever get you back.

 

There is something else you should know. I’ve been working everyday to bring us back together and I have made an honest effort to reach out to you. Can you please come back to me now? I promise I will listen this time. I will do better and be better with you by my side. I need this from you. Can you find a way in your heart to forgive me? Can you find a way in your heart to live with me again?

 

Can we start over again and pretend that we are once more filled with those unmistakable feelings from our youth? Can we do that together? This may seem like a bit of a plea and it is! I have tried so hard to do better by you and I don’t want it to go to waste. I want you in my life each and every day. Hope, please find me again because I am lost without you. I need to feel your energy in my life. I need to know that you are looking out for me. Can you do that for me? Can you find a place inside your heart for me to live forever? I’ll be right here, waiting for an answer.

 

 

The Believe Factor

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