Dear Hope November 24, 2006
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Dear Hope,
It seems like it’s been such a long time since we’ve spoken. I’ve tried to contact you but it seems my efforts have gone unanswered. I carry you around in my thoughts and my dreams and I feel you with me but at the same time you always seem just out of reach. Are you ignoring me? Did I do something to disappoint you? Are you ever going to come back to me?
I have a confession to make. Most of the time I doubt you exist anymore. Each day, I go about my life full of agony because I desire to have you in my life again but I can never seem to find you. Are you real or am I kidding myself? Have I been wasting my time searching for you? Is there anyway that we can make amends?
I can remember when we were young and life was so much easier. We were strong together, almost inseparable. I guess you could say that I’m a bit guilty for leaving you. In my defense I wasn’t thinking. I had the world in my hands and I gave it away. Now I wonder if I will ever get you back.
There is something else you should know. I’ve been working everyday to bring us back together and I have made an honest effort to reach out to you. Can you please come back to me now? I promise I will listen this time. I will do better and be better with you by my side. I need this from you. Can you find a way in your heart to forgive me? Can you find a way in your heart to live with me again?
Can we start over again and pretend that we are once more filled with those unmistakable feelings from our youth? Can we do that together? This may seem like a bit of a plea and it is! I have tried so hard to do better by you and I don’t want it to go to waste. I want you in my life each and every day. Hope, please find me again because I am lost without you. I need to feel your energy in my life. I need to know that you are looking out for me. Can you do that for me? Can you find a place inside your heart for me to live forever? I’ll be right here, waiting for an answer.
The loss of imagination November 16, 2006
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As I’ve gotten older I’ve begun to realize all the things that begin to happen to your physical body as we age. We get more aches and pains. Some of use loose our hair or it turns grey. Our bodies begin to shrink and we eventually loose strength. But one of the most overlooked aspects of our physical self is our mind. Even from the point at which we reach adulthood we begin to become set in our ways and our belief structure is in place.
We loose our sense of creativity and we know longer dream big. As we settle into our “life routine” we forget the ideas we had when we were young. I can remember a time when I was a teenager that I had the whole world in front of me. I wanted to do so many things and I ended up doing almost none of them. I lost my imagination and my ability to dream big.
Gradually through years of life experience some of us are fortunate to gain enough wisdom to see past our mere physical presence. When we realize that there really is more to the world and to physical life than we usually see, we begin to expand the world and our awareness of the beautiful existence we are in. Wisdom however, should not take years to acquire, at least not the all-knowing wisdom of our inner self.
Our greatest error is in life seems to be that we forget who we are. When we are just children the world is filled with endless possibilities but we forget those dreams. We are told that we are not good enough or that we are foolish to reach for the stars. If we recognize the error and we focus on our ability to change our own reality we begin to grow, not expire. Life begins anew, and the dreams we once had come alive within us.
We never lost our dreams or our imagination we simply forgot we had them. Our greatest asset is our ability to make this realization within our lifetime so that we can learn to use it to our advantage. This is what we call purpose. This is what we call meaning.
You have these tools within you now at this very moment. You have forgotten how to apply them. You have temporarily lost your ability to use your energy and your life-force to influence the world as you see fit. But the one thing to remember is that you can regain this ability in the realization that you are more than a lonely physical body. You have the same power that resides in every human being on this planet.
Your talent to create your own world is your key to building a life of unbounded potential. You don’t have to go very far to find this key either. You can begin to look inside your self and ask the questions that only you can answer. Only you decide where you go next. Only you have the key to your door. Realize that this is your chance to have everything that you’ve ever dreamed of and only you are stopping it from coming to you. Allow yourself to be free, let go or our worries. As the proverb says; “Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious”. Let go of all your prior beliefs and open up to your new life.
Test you psychic ability November 10, 2006
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I was in the middle of reading “Entangled minds” by Dr. Dean Radin (Featured in What the Bleep and Senior Scientist at the institute of Noetic Sciences) and there is an interesting statistical study based on an online ESP card test in relation to the events on 9/11.
Dr. Radin compiled data from the card test from September of 2000 through June of 2004 and the findings were amazing. The statistics showed something completely unexpected. You would think that because of heightened awareness that the card test would reflect a rise in the number of correct card predictions however the results showed the exact opposite. Leading up to 9/11 the data shows a significant drop in the participant’s ability to predict which card is the right card. The findings suggest that participants unconsciously avoided selecting the right card as if repressing the inner feelings of the impending event.
In a second study related to an online remote viewing test, participants actively avoided terrorist related concepts just before 9/11, again decreasing the number of correct predictions during and leading up to 9/11.
It seems that even if we have some psychic ability we may unconsciously repress this awareness. If you would like to participate in Dean Radins study you can find the link on my website.
